Teaser Tuesdays

Teaser Tuesdays is a weekly bookish meme, hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading. Anyone can play along! Just do the following:

Grab your current read
Open to a random page
Share two (2) "teaser" sentences from somewhere on that page


BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)

Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!

Covet (Fallen Angels, Book 1)Jim glanced over at Mr. Matchmaker. Adrian Vogel was the reason he’d ended up here, and the Iron Mask was definitely the guy’s scene: Ad was dressed in black from head to toe and had piercings in places most people didn’t want needles anywhere around.~By JR Ward

I haven't started this one yet but I'm eager to start. I'm trying to work my way to it.


Now it's your turn! PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT with either the link to your own Teaser Tuesdays post, or share your 2 ‘teasers’ in a comment here (if you don’t have a blog). Thanks!

Sufficating characters

I haven’t really been writing lately. At all. I have a lot of ideas swimming around in my head but so many things distract me. This isn’t the first time lack of focus has hit me. This time, though, feels like I’ve given up on myself. I have more doubt than material. More questioning attitude than positive. More worry than hope. I love to pour my words onto the pages to breathe life into the worlds that dance in my head. So why, why is that the writer in me has gone on sabbatical and forgotten to forward my focus? Why is that while the worlds continue to dance around, flaunting their imagination and creativity, I cannot stop and put the words down on the pages? It’s almost like an asthmatic fit. I see them. Feel them. Nearly taste them. Yet I cannot exhale them into physical existence. It’s smothering, suffocating, crippling me mentally. I want to write. I want to give them their due. I want them to live on the pages and share their lives. I want them to live out what they have started in my mind. There are so many things that have been started yet are resting impatiently in my mental limbo simply because I cannot start. I cannot take the time to clear my reality for their reality.



I hear it all the time. “Make time for writing”. We all know that is the key but we also know that it is easier said than done. So I either continue to beat myself for it; forget it all together; or I get over it and sit down, take a deep breathe, and breath their release on to the pages.

Infatuation with Dark Dexter

I’m basically a pacifist. I don’t like to argue. I don’t like confrontation. I don’t discuss politics or religion. I don’t even like to answer people when they ask if something they’re wearing makes them look fat. I just don’t like violence or hatred or anything negative. That’s pretty normal. What I find odd about this is my new obsession with a violent and dark series, Dexter. If you don’t know, it’s a television series on Showtime that I ran across via Netflix that is a day in the life of a serial killer who works for the Miami Police department as a blood spatter analyst. No one knows what he really is, not even his foster sister who is a cop on the police force he works with. It’s dark, violent, and in some cases so far over the top it’s down right disturbing. Yet I find myself waiting by the DVD mailbox for the next to arrive from Netflix so I can find out what happens next. What does this say about me? Does it mean that I’m really a very disturbed person? After all, I’ve found myself rooting for the “bad” guy on several occasions. That’s just wrong, right? My only saving grace for my sanity is that he only kills killers. The scum of the earth. He has a code he lives by; only killing those who truly deserve it. The ones who the system let go. He punishes them for us. So I’d like to think that I’m not really a dark and ugly soul. I’d like to think that maybe it’s my way of balancing out the goody two shoes persona that invades my entire being and letting my psyche live a little wild while not staying up past my bedtime and not getting blood on the carpet. Ha! Ha! I really hope I’m not slowly losing my grip on reality here. Either way, I’m loving my dark world of Dexter and am sad to know that there’s 2 seasons not on DVD yet so I’m trying to savor the ones I have left to watch.

WWW Wednesday (June 16)


This is a new one for me but I thought it looked fun. This is another fun meme brought to us by MizB over at Should Be Reading Let's play, shall we?

To play along, just answer the following three (3) questions…


* What are you currently reading?
* What did you recently finish reading?
* What do you think you’ll read next?

The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner: An Eclipse Novella (Twilight Saga) 
What are you currently reading?

 I'm still trying to work my way through "the short second life of bree tanner" by Stephanie Meyer. It's a short read but I've been occupied with summer classes and haven't really focused on this one. I'm going to try to finish this in the next couple of days. I just wanted to get a climpse into how she saw the "bad guys" in this one.



What did you recently finish reading?

Lover Mine: A Novel of the Black Dagger Brotherhood"Lover Mine" by JR WARD. I'm entranced by the Black Dagger Brotherhood series and the world JR Ward has created & shared with all her readers. It's a very addictive series.





What do you think you’ll read next?

Cape Refuge (Cape Refuge Series #1)I've been picking this book up and putting it back for a long time. I think I'll finally pick up the Cape Refuge Series by Terrie Blackstock and read my way through all four books this summer. The first being Cape Refuge, then Southern Storm, then River's Edge, and finally Breaker's Reef.



 Now your turn: PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT with either the link to your own WWW Wednesdays post, or share your answers in a comment here (if you don’t have a blog). Thanks!

Wondering Wednesday - Genre Poll

What's your favorite kind of book? I tend to jump from genre to genre based on my mood or some really great recommendation. I always loved mystery/spy novels until somehow I got turned on to the Night Huntress Series and started reading Parnormal Romance or would that be Urban Fantasy? (That's a close call). I still love mystery and even some Christian fiction when it doesn't involve fakish people or the Amish. (Just my preference & a little pet peave.)

So I was wondering what everyone likes to read? If you could only pick one genre to read, what would it be? Vote and leave me a comment to explain the one you picked or even your second choices. Also, how did you come to love the genre you picked?  Oh and if you pick OTHER, tell me what it is in the comments. I'm always looking for something good to jump into.
What is your favorite book genre?
Mystery
Urban Fantasy
Paranormal Romance
Historical Fiction
Traditional Romance
Non-Fiction/Biography
Christian Fiction
Other

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Tuesday Teaser


It's Tuesday! The day after the dreaded Monday but the day not quite close enough to Friday. It's time for me to participate in

Teaser Tuesdays is a weekly bookish meme, hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading. Anyone can play along! Just do the following:

•Grab your current read
•Open to a random page
•Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page

•BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)

•Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!

Development Through the Lifespan (5th Edition)Epigenesis means development resulting from ongoing, bidirectional exchanges between heredity and all levels of environment. To illustrate, providing a baby with a healthy diet increases brain growth, leading to new connections between nerve cells, which transform gene expression. -pg 74 Developing Through The Lifespan.
Riveting, isn't it? Sorry, that was a mean thing to do. It is my current read. I'm currently killing myself this summer by cramming in Developmental Psychology and Human Ecology in a short eight week session. I haven't had time to finish last weeks book let alone start something new and fun. I did share the more interesting subject. Human Ecology is interesting but that book is b-o-r-i-n-g...boring! Hopefully, next week I'll at least finish my current fun read and crack open the covers of a new one.

PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT with either the link to your own Teaser Tuesdays post, or share your 2 ‘teasers’ in a comment here (if you don’t have a blog). Thanks!


Monday Musings

Every Monday on Should Be Reading, there is a post titled Musing Mondays. I've been reading them for a while now and thought why not join in. So here's the first of my Monday Musings. (Yes I switched the name around. It's creative licensing, ok)



Who in your family (both immediate & extended) are readers, and who are not?

I grew up in a military family. One of the great joys of this is that we lived overseas for several years. We didn't watch TV for two reasons. 1) The console television my family owned wouldn't work and 2) nothing was in English. I didn't actually see television until we returned to the states right before I started Kindergarten (the first image I remember is a snowy image of Archie and Jughead but that's a story for another day). As a result, I remember my mom and dad reading a lot of books. I wasn't reading age yet but I had a lot of picture books. My grandfather even sent me story records with books to go along with them. (For those born in the 80's or later, records are not giant CDs)

To answer the question, my mom is an avid but slow reader. She didn't find out she had dyslexia until she was in her late 30s but has always pushed to read. She's big on Christian mystery and biographies. My dad is the biggest reader I know. He loves mysteries but is completely absorbed in biblical based non-fiction works. He's mission is to completely understand the Bible - or at least the best that he can before he leaves this earth. My brother, he reads but I couldn't tell you what any of it is. My Dad and Brother are those annoying people that remember every thing they every read in great detail. Oh how I've wished for my entire life I could do that. I actually hated reading growing up. I was behind everyone else in reading. I only read a handful of books in school and all of those were required reading. It wasn't until after I had my first son that I found out how much I loved getting lost in the pages of books.

As for my children, they're a mixed bag. My youngest loves books. He doesn't so much love reading as he loves the feel, smell, and sound of opening a book. He reads for fun when it's something he truly is interested in. i.e. Star Wars books, historical and scientific stuff) My middle son is of the opinion "why read they're going to make a movie out of it someday". This makes a mother so proud. He's a smart kid but he despises reading entirely with the exception of MySpace or Facebook. My oldest son is my favorite when it comes to reading. (I know. You aren't suppose to have favorites but I do when it comes to certain things. Each of them are my favorite in something but I don't tell them that) Chris has had more obstacles in his life than anyone person should and they all started before he was even born. I won't go into them all right now but they built up barriers that made learning difficult for him. He however is the strongest person I know and has pushed himself to get through it all. That being said, he hated reading until high school. He was placed in a beta program to improve reading skills. It worked and he started to read things for fun. WOW! Does a mother's heart good. He reads mostly nonfiction, fact books about nature and some history stuff. He's very politically and ecologically minded.

That's it in a nutshell. We all read and even the one who fights it will read on occasion. The last couple years I've realized that either reading is really catching on and the people I am around read a lot or that I've never paid attention and they've always been reading. Either way I love it and love sharing what I've been reading and what other's have been reading. I like the make believe worlds I can get lost in.

Literally figuratively




This comic strip put me in my place today. I've spent the last two days working on an online class going insane because of the way people "talk" online. The area that I live in is rural. We do have running water and even street lights. However, we are at the foothills of the Appalachian Mountains and the vernacular around here is rather relaxed country, i.e. ain't is a common word along with a ton of other interesting spins on word usage. I've ranted and mumbled all day about the way my online classmates type out their words. Especially one that is working on her teaching degree. She used ain't several times. For some reason I have a problem with someone who is going to educate our children, the future leaders of our society, using wrong vocabulary. Let me just say I'm not like the guy up there in the comic strip. I keep my opinions to myself. Quietly, under my breath correcting what the people around me say. I don't push myself or my views on other people. I in no way think of myself as better than anyone else. I have a lot to learn about a lot of things. It is, however, one of my pet peeves though I find with "seasoning" or age (however you want to look at it) I am slowly turning into that crazy stick guy...correcting the vocabulary of the world one miseducated civilian at a time. One of my favorite response from people around me when I say something absent minded to correct what someone is saying is "You ain't from around here are ya?" BINGO!!! Nope, apparently it's like a foreign country. You have to be from here to understand the natives. I honestly don't do it to be uppity or because I think I'm superior. I think it's just because I grew up elsewhere and it was pounded into our brains to use correct word usage and pronunciation (and to use all the vowels when typing). The funny thing is, I now have to try hard not to use correct word usage and not to push my word usage correctiveness on anyone else.

BTW: I do know that some of the words used in this blog are not real words nor are they used "correctly". I'm learning!

Literary Escapism Contest




Jackie over at Literary Escapism is hosting a book contest for Jennifer Estep's Web of Lies. It's the second book in her Elemental Assasins series. I haven't read these yet but I think they're getting added to my TBR.

If you're ready to jump into the Urban Fantasy world or it's your addiction, here's where to enter:

Moving things around

I've spent most of today playing in the blogsphere. I'm not sure what I am trying to accomplish but I decided that keeping up with more than one blog was just complicating my life for no real good reason. What's a girl to do? Give up on all but one blog? How do you choose between them? After 3 years, they're like your children. Like every good parent I made a compromise...I've combined the two. Technically, I didn't combine the two into a new one. I simply combined the one that was solo book reviewing into this one. After all, this is a blog about what composes me, right? Part of what composes me is my love of reading.

So please welcome all the former "catstakeonit" posts to their new home. Some are terrible. Some are ok. A few might even be worth the cyberspace they take up. Hopefully, by combining the two, I can update this place on a more regular schedule. I have a few plans like the "Tuesday Teasers" and a few other things in development. I'll still do my general ramblings and a few posts on my much need improving writing.

Plus, I've been playing with the Amazon site today too and just tossed in an Amazon store on the site. I'm not looking for big bucks or any money really. I just liked playing with the widgets today. Funny how little things make us giggle and in some cases fight with css coding for HOURS for no good reason. I've spent a good part of the day playing when I should have been working on homework or something else. When you work a job sitting in one spot, pushing a button, and saying the same thing over and over for ten hours you tend to find a distraction. Today mine was the blogsphere and all its coding torturements.

Now I'm off to finish some real work and even pick up a psych book before I go home in an hour. I've enjoyed my non-productive day quite a bit. It does baffle me how long it takes to do the simplest things. I suppose that's why webmasters make all the big money. And as well they should...it's hard and time consuming. Now off I go..
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Unwritten



This is me. Not the woman, I wish! The words. I love this song. It says all the things I think day to day when I think about what I am going to do or even who I am. There is no limit to what I can do because...I'm unwritten. A blank slate and I have some mighty good ink to start filling my pages. I'm starting to work on my bucket list including actually doing some of the things. I have found this drive to want to live life. Not just watch it happen but experience it. As a person who likes to write, I do love to watch people around me but lately, I want more. I don't know if it's a belated spring fever or just a renewed thirst to make the most of the gift of life God's given me but I want to be a part of life not just its transcriptionist. (Plus it really gives me some perspective on a first person POV sometimes). I continue to do my studies, raise my family, work my job, pay my bills but I'm also stopping to rub my toes in the cool grass, smell the fresh air, listen to the birds, and taste the foods around me. I, and only I, can write my story. I can't trust it to anyone but me and the Big Guy above. I can wait to see how it ends but I'm really looking forward to the next story...

Tuesday Teaser

Teaser Tuesdays is a weekly bookish meme, hosted by MizB of Should Be Reading. Anyone can play along! Just do the following: 
  • Grab your current read
  • Open to a random page
  • Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page

 
BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)

 
Share the title & author, too, so that other TT participants can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers

The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner: An Eclipse Novella (Twilight Saga)So I watched them move smoothly forward noticing other things about them. How they stayed in a perfect diamond formation that never was the slightest bit out of line no matter how the terrain changed under their feet." ~the short second life of bree tanner an eclipse novella




I just had to see for myself. (Not real impressed at this moment but I just started.

So what's yours?

Lover Mine JR Ward

Lover Mine: A Novel of the Black Dagger Brotherhood
Last year I stumbled across a book whose cover looked very much like a “smut” book. It’s name was Dark Lover. I had just finished the light reading of the Sookie Stackhouse Series. I was having book switching adjustment issues at first. I wasn’t going to like it. Then…WOW!! Not a smut book but an amazingly clever world altogether that gave me a new appreciation for paranormal/urban fantasy. Since that day, the WARDen, as her loyal followers call her, has captivated me with the Black Dagger Brotherhood.

I tore through each book one after the other and then…I had to actually wait for her to finish the last one. Talk about agony. Ha! Ha! The latest book was a much anticipated book because it was the story of a character that anyone who follows the BDB series absolutely LOVES…John Mathews.

In the darkest corners of the night in Caldwell, New York, a conflict like no other rages. Long divided as a terrifying battleground for the vampires and their enemies, the city is home to a band of brothers born to defend their race: the warrior vampires of the Black Dagger Brotherhood. John Matthew has come a long way since he was found living among humans, his vampire nature unknown to himself and to those around him. After he was taken in by the Brotherhood, no one could guess what his true history was- or his true identity. Indeed, the fallen Brother Darius has returned, but with a different face and a very different destiny. As a vicious personal vendetta takes John into the heart of the war, he will need to call up on both who he is now and who he once was in order to face off against evil incarnate. Xhex, a symphath assassin, has long steeled herself against the attraction between her and John Matthew. Having already lost one lover to madness, she will not allow the male of worth to fall prey to the darkness of her twisted life. When fate intervenes, however, the two discover that love, like destiny, is inevitable between soul mates.

I have loved the series and the intense world that JR Ward has built but I have to say that some of the books have had flaws. Not great big ones that kept me from reading on but just little things that I thought could either be left out or done differently. Well, Lover Mine was not one of those. It was also the book that made me eat my words. Ward has an amazing ability to see a picture light years away and put bits and pieces into each book. For me, this book tied in some things from long ago and even planted a few seeds for future books. She’s great at the soap opera addictive style which is why after each book I’m begging for more.

Lover Mine has been long anticipated because readers have watched John Mathews basically grow up into his vampness. From a helpless, damaged pretrans to a bad arse Brother to be (he’s not a full member of the Brotherhood just yet technically) we watch him struggle and he’s become like one of our own. In most romance books you know there’s going to be that HEA but Ward always puts some kinks into things; after all, this band of merry men are damaged to nth degree.

Xhex, a warrior in her very much deserved own right, has fought her attraction to John throughout the series. She’s tough as nails and she doesn’t give a dam about anyone. Yeah, right. The attraction has been there the entire time and we all saw. The great thing with Lover Mine is that the heroine isn’t the stereotyped weak woman turned strong woman because of her man. Nope, that would not be Xhex in anyway fashion or form. Xhex is strong as nails but she goes through some rough crap that would break anyone. John does help stable her but not by doing things for her. He’s there for her and lets her be who she is. I love that about this book. Ward didn’t take an already strong (yet damaged) character and make her weak for the sake of love. She did give her weaknesses but they way she handles them and the way she incorporates John’s role is brilliant. They really become a true team on and off the battlefield. Yet you still aren't sure throughout the book if they have their HEA moment.

With all of Ward’s books she never lets the focus leave the other Brother’s completely. We still get a taste of the household and glimpses of the others’ lives. Especially they tension between Quinn and Blay. This was heart breaking and I am still raw over this relationship. Ward handles it beautifully though and I'm respecting her in her vision. One of my greatest loves of this series is that none of them are perfect. They all make mistakes, have serious mental issues, yet no matter what they care for each other. Even when they deny their feelings outwardly.

This book also introduces some new characters like No’One. Other secondary characters (Layla, Saxton, Payne) return from previous books and their stories began to grow. I can see a future with these characters and I love that they won’t just pop up from out of the blue. This makes you feel like you are a part of their story in some ways. We get to watch their lives unfold over time not just in the time frame of the cover of the book.

This has been by far one of the greatest books in a series I’ve read in a while. Especially in the paranormal romance/urban fantasy/kick butt genre. It’s powerful, moving, and has just the right amount of action for the story. I would recommend reading the books in order if you haven’t started them yet. You can read them as stand alones but you get so much more from learning the worlds.

I’m so happy for John Mathews and Xhex to finally get their story and now dear WARDen, I want MORE…Please?

Happy Reading

Reading order:


Great advice from Stephen King

Just some advice from a great author (yes, that may be a matter of opinion but hey I think so)




"I can do better than this, and this got published!"

Tuesday Teaser

I'm "borrowing" this idea from another site. I've been reading it for a while now and love getting to this site to see Tuesday's teaser line. I've decided to incorporate it here.

  • Grab your current read
  • Open to a random page
  • Share two (2) “teaser” sentences from somewhere on that page
  • BE CAREFUL NOT TO INCLUDE SPOILERS! (make sure that what you share doesn’t give too much away! You don’t want to ruin the book for others!)
  • Share the title & author, too, so that others can add the book to their TBR Lists if they like your teasers!

 
As the silence droned on, all he could think of was..shit, she was shutting the door on him. Again. On one level it so wasn't a surprise and therefore shouldn't have mattered. God knew he'd been on the receiving end of her rejections plenty of times. The reality was that it felt like another death for him to face--  Lover Mine by JR Ward (Black Dagger Brotherhood series)
Lover Mine: A Novel of the Black Dagger Brotherhood
So here's the fun if you want to please leave a comment with either the link to your own Teaser Tuesdays post, or share your 2 ‘teasers’ in a comment here (if you don’t have a blog). Thanks and happy reading!